do you get a little kick out of being small minded?

music: Lying Is the Most Fun a Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off - Panic! At The Disco

i'm tired of this. i'm sick of everything. i'm tired of doing work....not any piece of work in particular, but the whole act of doing work, studying etc. i'm sick of trying to run. i'm sick of watching everything happen in front of me. i'm sick of proving something that doesnt even matter. i'm sick of school. i'm sick of trying. i'm getting tired of actually making an effort.

i want something to change.