its still the same old story, tears of morning glory

music: everything we had - the academy is...

i started typing out my messages. i did about 50, and not i'm thinking, maybe, its best to just leave it. like, leave everything thats happened this year to this year. i dont know. i'm not dependant on the past, nor do i wish to relive some of it. but i have always and i think, will always believe in acknowledging the past. like, you have to acknowledge that it happened, cause it very well did happen. theres no hiding from it. maybe you dont really wanna share it with people, but its your past to keep and to remember. after all, its memories that many treasure most. on this phone alone i've got about 2020 msges more.
then theres the blue beng phone, and the htc, and the panasonic, and the omnia and the nokia i'm using now. omgxzxzxzxzxz. -.-

i dont like the idea of living with regrets. so i always try to think to them otherwise. but if i'm completely honest with myself, i do have quite a few this year.

my room looks like a bedroom again. but now the whole house is flooded with my stuff. lol....
i'm only showing this cause i know my room wont look like this tmr. HAH.