you gotta hold me tighter, cause i'm a real fighter

music: what happened to your band - james bourne
check yes juliet - we the kings

i don't know much... but i want to know stuff. i know i go to school, so i know i must be learning. but to be honest, i don't feel like i'm gaining much knowledge...sure i'm learning economics... math... history...... they're important, yeah.. but there's more than that. there's so much going on in this world and i feel like i need to understand it. and tbh, it feels like schools not quite getting me there. it feels like we're pushed too hard to produce results... and people take it like thats all that matters. but there's more to education than that. there's the actual learning part that matters.
sure if i tell some teacher this they'll agree, but when we get back into the classroom, it'll be the same thing again. one teacher cant change an entire education system.

i want to get past this. i wish nobody cared about shit.
someone told me this:
"the way an educated person is treated and an uneducated person is treated is very different. it may not be intentional, or it may even be and unconscious thing, but thats how it goes. we're all human."
all i can say, Humans suck.


so today was fun(:

this one's for you freda(:

x.