skyway avenue - we the kings
Sometimes we do stupid things
Our value of self worth deteriorates
We're so desperate to feel again, we end up taking desperate measures.
'Desperate times call for desperate measures', they say.
We only chose to believe what we want to hear,
Deny anything else even though that else is really whats happening
We refuse to listen. "no", we say.
"you wouldn't, i know you wouldn't. You have a heart"
But in reality i really don't know you.
So who am i to say?
I'm not like this with everybody. Never with anyone else. i don't think i ever will be. I Do value self respect. Its not this easy.
But now it seems, what I'm chasing after has left me panting, out of breath, while it runs off into the distance. i a afraid. what if it comes back at me and whacks me in the face, kicks me and leave me to fall to the ground, nothing left within me to defend myself. i just lay there and take the fall.
oh oh!! check this out!! look what i found! i think its my dad's(:
lolol. now i'd better watch out... i'll get pummeled in school.
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