believe me, i'm lying.

music: first on the blog - farewell
stay pretty - farewell

i want to get away from this place. either that or i want to start again. but even then i wont know how to fix it.
and work is piling up.
people are not who i think they are.
this school has changed me.... its screwed me up inside. i'm gonna go back to me....well, i'll try.

i've come to a decision.

sometimes things happen and our value of self worth deteriorates.

music: mcfly-transylvania
its a love it or hate it song.
but honestly, as a song its really really weird...seriously, when looking at it as a piece of music. you'll be asking yourself...omg who's head did this come from? but looking at it as art....as in, my definition of art, i think its really good. i mean, it evokes these feelings inside. all kinds of feelings.... so many, its overwhelming.