Sunday, May 04, 2008

anticipation has a habit to set you up for disappointment.

music: back in your head - tegan and sara
GINA!




so today, i managed to survive the day, both mentaly and physically, while subsequently totaly murdering my feet.

lol. bad hair day today. so i wore a hairband(:
got up at like 10... or 9 plus. met jac tiang and keith at 11.30 and headed to RP.
seriously felt so foriegn in the north. met lowster, valerie, gina and syl.
so the musical itself was alright. better than expectations. but ultimately its still school propaganda.
after that, we went to town for food. long johns, gina's treat :D
thanks babe! then gina and the guys left, so we went walkies....blah blah blah. got home at 9plus/10. talked a lot. i'm very thirsty now.



anticipation has a habit to set you up for disappointment. i keep saying that. its very true. but i keep falling into it. i keep getting trapped in the thought: 'maybe today...just maybe. i hope its today. pls be today.' and then, i keep thinking about it. and today comes... nothing happens. i get crushed all over again. and its like nothing to you. and honestley, its not you're fault. i shouldnt expect anything. but then it happens again and again. an endless cycle. so again i say, anticipation has a habit to set you up for disappointment.

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