This Is Not A Ploy To Distract You From Daily Mundane Tasks.

music: 1973 - James Blunt (the simona part is stuck in my head)
Somehow - Drake Bell

its not fair how mr romans can do what he wants... and i don't mean it in a sense that he can do things he feels like doing when he wants to without any restrictions...because to an extent, most adults can.

what i mean is, he can make things happen. he can do all these things that i've been wanting to do...and at the same time, for a good cause, and enjoy himself.i hope i can do that one day... but right now, life is full of restrictions and of course, choices.

i hate these choices we have to make...i hate them only because we have only one chance... if we make the wrong choice, thats it. we end up being forced to study certain things that completely dont relate to what we want to do...then, if we actually want to go back and do something else, we'd have wasted a couple of precious years of our young lives.

i'm not sure whats gonna happen to me. i want to go to uni. but because i want to get the cert... that little peice of paper... just like how i want to go to a jc just to get the a level cert... sad thing is.. i dont think i'll get there. another thing, to me its a waste of time... but a poly wont be the place for me. but i'd go through jc just to get the cert... and then what? what do i do in uni? its such a waste of time... but its one of those things i think i need to do. to stisfy myself...and my concience. but things may change... we'll see.

certain things cannot be said on the net. i hate that. i hate how open the net seems, but when you pay attention, theres so many rerictions. certain things you say or even imply, could hurt someone else, or put you in danger.

i'm waiting for rock band to be released in singapore. 1st jan i think it is.

the other night was fun. movies, chips, bottles of coke, roast chiken, grilled fish, monopoly, bush babies, late nights, frozen toes and good company (:

x.