This Is Not A Ploy To Distract You From Daily Mundane Tasks.

I've finally given myself time.
time to just think and not do anything....

i got up this morning feeling horrible.
i felt dizzy...like my head wass spinning.
i was getting the flu
and i was getting really bad cramps.
i still had to do the english proj. i did it.
but then it was late and i just didnt feel good so i didnt go to school.
i'm sorry fel.fitri.sam.lil.
i hope you guys managed.

i got out of uniform...
got a book..lay in bed.
the thing about my bed is...
its higher up than normal beds.
it is queen sized.
its by the window.
i live very high up
and a few mins walk to the beach.
so the wind was blowing.
and when i wake up i can just stare at the sky..
thats what i did.
i stared and i was thinking.

if i wake up in the middle of the night...
i just raise my pillow a little higher...
and i stare out into the sea.. its amazing.
especially when the water reflects the moon..
amazing i tell you...amazing

you know what...come over if you need to think..
you'll feel much better after that.
let me know....